Chocolate Feast!

Well last night i shouldnt of done what i did... i ate almost two whole family chocolate bars! while chris was over we slept in the fornt room and watched suddenly 30, which i had seen a 100 times! lol.

I finally finished my magazine at school but mrs legget wasnt here today so didnt get to show her but the stupid internet doesnt work on the computers at school. =( Chris dropped me off this morning though =)

well now im just in my room and chris is having a cry just because i dont wanna go to his house its a nightmare there! but i supose i should go for him =) coz i love him soo much and would never want to amke him upset. =)

so im gonnna go i will write another post tonight maybe =)

cya x christopherrrrrrrrrr.

Beach sunset =)

Not much has happened today just went to school as usual, i got there and strated off with two zones of english and was working on my magazine for english and the teacher told me i had to redo all over again because i did it worng! so was pretty annoyed with that.

Then jacinta was really upset because she has been fighting with her boyfriend i told her if hes treating you like shit maybe its just not meant to bee you cant just make someone change who they are.

well after school chris picked me and was a little late , im usually really annoyed if someone does that but i guess i was ina good mood. Then we went straight to my house and i had a chicken sandwich while chris was putting a bigger harddrive in my computer so my computer can go faster.lol. and i also got a new KEYBOARD! =)

then after that we just watched tv for bit... then we decided to go to the beach and go watch the sunset. we like sort of rushed because we almost missed it. but we made it just in time. but on the way chris was talking to me and wasnt paying attention to the road like always.. and almost crashed into a flashy white car! lol.

Well anyways we got to the beach and watched the sunset it went down pretty quick there were no clouds around. =) im so glad winter is almost finishing that means we can like go down to the beach more often and me and chris decided to live somehwere close to the beach when we move, like a ten minute drive from the beach. it will be awesome if that ever happens.

Then we headed back to my house and i had my dinner, but tomight chris is sleeping over ! i get to snuggle with him i missed him so much even after a day lol. but anyway chris is just playing the guitar like a cutey and just went out to have pasta for dinner coz i dont like pasta.

but anyway was a allright day could have been better! =)

i will keep you posted ;)

x

Damn school!

Well i went to school today it was one of those days where you dont exist for example like me, i swear the only people that recognise me is mr legget a teacher! i told him all about how im enjoying graphic design and stuff, but beck and jacinta asked me draw a picture of them on the computer and they like made of me , they didnt really say anything mean but i could tell they were, our school is like filled with people who like to bitch about someone just because they cant do there own work.

i was thinking about chris so much today i just cant seem to get him off my mind! lol. well you know how i asked chris if we could be secretly engaged? well he came up with this promise ring he heard someone else has done it aswell. a promise ring is when you give each other a ring ( not a expensive one) and promise each other that you will get engaged and get married lol. its pretty silly but i like it haha.

well chris had another interveiw today and it turned out that it was too queit for him to work there. i feel as if its my fault that he lost his job cause he slept over my house and woke up late and was late to work the day he got fired! chris always denys it wasnt my fault but i think deep dow inside he knows it is.

Well anyways chris picked me up from school in his little jeeeep =) and i said we should go to joondalup i ended up spending all my money on a top and some hairspray now i have no money lol. i think i need to start saving! how am i ever going to get a car!

afterwards me and chris went to my house and ate cake =) then went down to the park and kicked the soccer ball just like a couple of lil kids. lol it was fun.

i should really start getting a sport again i keep putting on weight and i need to keep my self from becoming FAT!

KEYBOARD CRISIS! lol i was holding the guitar while talking to chris today. and i ended up tipping over my glass of water all over my keyboard. lol. and of course chris was laughing. it wasnt funny and he thought it wouldnt work? ahahha proved him wrong but i love you babe. :P

i know all i talk about is christopphherrrr but hes the only thing that ever makes me happy and all he can do is just smile and it just makes me so crazy about him like i can never let go of him because im scared that sometimes he might get hurt or even die! he says i shouldnt think about that at all. its only because he lives so far away.

i think around about now he fixing his brothers car.. lol he loves cars.

Drama

Hey i havent been on this in a while i guess i forgot about and been busy and stuff. well i went on the holiday to melbourne it was so fun, went skiing and crashed into a wall lol. i went with chris of course and had two whole days of shopping which was also fun. I hated going on the planes there and back, im not very good with planes my ears always seem to pop everytime it goes down or up and it really hurts. =(

but other then that it was great! and it beens 4 weeks since the holidays and i wish i was there again! it was the best holiday ive had and i love it how it was with chris my baby.

Now im stuck with school and work experiance, school is going ok i guess im just a bit of a loner i dont seem to hang out with anyone im more of a individual im more focused this way so i can get through school and study somemore so i can get my dream job but other people in my class seem to muck around.

than theres work experiance its going ok i guess.. im learning alot about all the programs and stuff and ive come up with some pretty cartoon characters. =)

Right now im having these stomach cramps on my right side seems to be happening every now and then, chris was over before and he always knows how to look after me and make me feel better thats why it was so hard for me let him go home i wanted him to stay over so i could snuggle with him all night but he has got a job interveiw tomorw hopefully he gets it and gets a bit more happier then what he is now =) that would make me happy =).

when he left i asked the most silliest question ever.... do yu wanna be secretly engaged? lol. why would i say that.. when i texted it to him i was being serous and as silly as it sounds especially at my age. i just love him so much and never felt this way before about someone. i bet he thought i was joking.. lol who wouldnt and i know chris is probally reading this and he knows how i feel about him i love you babe! xxxx