Damn school!

Well i went to school today it was one of those days where you dont exist for example like me, i swear the only people that recognise me is mr legget a teacher! i told him all about how im enjoying graphic design and stuff, but beck and jacinta asked me draw a picture of them on the computer and they like made of me , they didnt really say anything mean but i could tell they were, our school is like filled with people who like to bitch about someone just because they cant do there own work.

i was thinking about chris so much today i just cant seem to get him off my mind! lol. well you know how i asked chris if we could be secretly engaged? well he came up with this promise ring he heard someone else has done it aswell. a promise ring is when you give each other a ring ( not a expensive one) and promise each other that you will get engaged and get married lol. its pretty silly but i like it haha.

well chris had another interveiw today and it turned out that it was too queit for him to work there. i feel as if its my fault that he lost his job cause he slept over my house and woke up late and was late to work the day he got fired! chris always denys it wasnt my fault but i think deep dow inside he knows it is.

Well anyways chris picked me up from school in his little jeeeep =) and i said we should go to joondalup i ended up spending all my money on a top and some hairspray now i have no money lol. i think i need to start saving! how am i ever going to get a car!

afterwards me and chris went to my house and ate cake =) then went down to the park and kicked the soccer ball just like a couple of lil kids. lol it was fun.

i should really start getting a sport again i keep putting on weight and i need to keep my self from becoming FAT!

KEYBOARD CRISIS! lol i was holding the guitar while talking to chris today. and i ended up tipping over my glass of water all over my keyboard. lol. and of course chris was laughing. it wasnt funny and he thought it wouldnt work? ahahha proved him wrong but i love you babe. :P

i know all i talk about is christopphherrrr but hes the only thing that ever makes me happy and all he can do is just smile and it just makes me so crazy about him like i can never let go of him because im scared that sometimes he might get hurt or even die! he says i shouldnt think about that at all. its only because he lives so far away.

i think around about now he fixing his brothers car.. lol he loves cars.