Drama

Hey i havent been on this in a while i guess i forgot about and been busy and stuff. well i went on the holiday to melbourne it was so fun, went skiing and crashed into a wall lol. i went with chris of course and had two whole days of shopping which was also fun. I hated going on the planes there and back, im not very good with planes my ears always seem to pop everytime it goes down or up and it really hurts. =(

but other then that it was great! and it beens 4 weeks since the holidays and i wish i was there again! it was the best holiday ive had and i love it how it was with chris my baby.

Now im stuck with school and work experiance, school is going ok i guess im just a bit of a loner i dont seem to hang out with anyone im more of a individual im more focused this way so i can get through school and study somemore so i can get my dream job but other people in my class seem to muck around.

than theres work experiance its going ok i guess.. im learning alot about all the programs and stuff and ive come up with some pretty cartoon characters. =)

Right now im having these stomach cramps on my right side seems to be happening every now and then, chris was over before and he always knows how to look after me and make me feel better thats why it was so hard for me let him go home i wanted him to stay over so i could snuggle with him all night but he has got a job interveiw tomorw hopefully he gets it and gets a bit more happier then what he is now =) that would make me happy =).

when he left i asked the most silliest question ever.... do yu wanna be secretly engaged? lol. why would i say that.. when i texted it to him i was being serous and as silly as it sounds especially at my age. i just love him so much and never felt this way before about someone. i bet he thought i was joking.. lol who wouldnt and i know chris is probally reading this and he knows how i feel about him i love you babe! xxxx