School holidays.

well its the last day of school holidays and i didnt even do that much i wanted to go see my old friends from school or something, which i hadnt seen ina while.., but i didnt because i always seem to rely on chrishes the love of my life though. lol

i go to school tomorw.., not looking forward to it =( because i gotta put up with silly girls but only ten weeks left and im gone. i will hopefully get a job over the next holidays. =) and make some money. and save up for a christmas present for chris i have a bit of a idea of what to get him.. =) but not saying because chris reads this too.

Chris came up with a idea of buildinga camper trailer!. lol which is a good idea coz he can build stuff pretty good. and he wants to go camping with me i so cant wait until thats happens.. it would be so much fun just me and him. =)

well its getting closer to october 31st and im going to a halloween party that chris's family does every year.. me and chris are gonna dress up as cave people so i printed off the costume we wanted to wear and chris's mum is going to make them for us. =)

caaaant wait.

i recently got the picture of taylor swift signed autograph , i had been waiting for ages! its finally here and i put it in a frame and put it on my wall.

im thinking of moving out of mums house, because i cant stand mark my step dad. he always stirs me up and goes too far i just need to tell mum about it and hopefully she wont take it as a joke like she always does she thinks im a drama queen i am 16 so i can move out.. i might go and stay with dad and chris's house.

i got drunk on saturday i think me and chris drank a whole bottle of johnny walkerss.. then woek up the next morning and vomited in the shower.. but chris wasnt sick pretty sure he drank more than me. lol

well im off. xx

Chocolate Feast!

Well last night i shouldnt of done what i did... i ate almost two whole family chocolate bars! while chris was over we slept in the fornt room and watched suddenly 30, which i had seen a 100 times! lol.

I finally finished my magazine at school but mrs legget wasnt here today so didnt get to show her but the stupid internet doesnt work on the computers at school. =( Chris dropped me off this morning though =)

well now im just in my room and chris is having a cry just because i dont wanna go to his house its a nightmare there! but i supose i should go for him =) coz i love him soo much and would never want to amke him upset. =)

so im gonnna go i will write another post tonight maybe =)

cya x christopherrrrrrrrrr.

Beach sunset =)

Not much has happened today just went to school as usual, i got there and strated off with two zones of english and was working on my magazine for english and the teacher told me i had to redo all over again because i did it worng! so was pretty annoyed with that.

Then jacinta was really upset because she has been fighting with her boyfriend i told her if hes treating you like shit maybe its just not meant to bee you cant just make someone change who they are.

well after school chris picked me and was a little late , im usually really annoyed if someone does that but i guess i was ina good mood. Then we went straight to my house and i had a chicken sandwich while chris was putting a bigger harddrive in my computer so my computer can go faster.lol. and i also got a new KEYBOARD! =)

then after that we just watched tv for bit... then we decided to go to the beach and go watch the sunset. we like sort of rushed because we almost missed it. but we made it just in time. but on the way chris was talking to me and wasnt paying attention to the road like always.. and almost crashed into a flashy white car! lol.

Well anyways we got to the beach and watched the sunset it went down pretty quick there were no clouds around. =) im so glad winter is almost finishing that means we can like go down to the beach more often and me and chris decided to live somehwere close to the beach when we move, like a ten minute drive from the beach. it will be awesome if that ever happens.

Then we headed back to my house and i had my dinner, but tomight chris is sleeping over ! i get to snuggle with him i missed him so much even after a day lol. but anyway chris is just playing the guitar like a cutey and just went out to have pasta for dinner coz i dont like pasta.

but anyway was a allright day could have been better! =)

i will keep you posted ;)

x

Damn school!

Well i went to school today it was one of those days where you dont exist for example like me, i swear the only people that recognise me is mr legget a teacher! i told him all about how im enjoying graphic design and stuff, but beck and jacinta asked me draw a picture of them on the computer and they like made of me , they didnt really say anything mean but i could tell they were, our school is like filled with people who like to bitch about someone just because they cant do there own work.

i was thinking about chris so much today i just cant seem to get him off my mind! lol. well you know how i asked chris if we could be secretly engaged? well he came up with this promise ring he heard someone else has done it aswell. a promise ring is when you give each other a ring ( not a expensive one) and promise each other that you will get engaged and get married lol. its pretty silly but i like it haha.

well chris had another interveiw today and it turned out that it was too queit for him to work there. i feel as if its my fault that he lost his job cause he slept over my house and woke up late and was late to work the day he got fired! chris always denys it wasnt my fault but i think deep dow inside he knows it is.

Well anyways chris picked me up from school in his little jeeeep =) and i said we should go to joondalup i ended up spending all my money on a top and some hairspray now i have no money lol. i think i need to start saving! how am i ever going to get a car!

afterwards me and chris went to my house and ate cake =) then went down to the park and kicked the soccer ball just like a couple of lil kids. lol it was fun.

i should really start getting a sport again i keep putting on weight and i need to keep my self from becoming FAT!

KEYBOARD CRISIS! lol i was holding the guitar while talking to chris today. and i ended up tipping over my glass of water all over my keyboard. lol. and of course chris was laughing. it wasnt funny and he thought it wouldnt work? ahahha proved him wrong but i love you babe. :P

i know all i talk about is christopphherrrr but hes the only thing that ever makes me happy and all he can do is just smile and it just makes me so crazy about him like i can never let go of him because im scared that sometimes he might get hurt or even die! he says i shouldnt think about that at all. its only because he lives so far away.

i think around about now he fixing his brothers car.. lol he loves cars.

Drama

Hey i havent been on this in a while i guess i forgot about and been busy and stuff. well i went on the holiday to melbourne it was so fun, went skiing and crashed into a wall lol. i went with chris of course and had two whole days of shopping which was also fun. I hated going on the planes there and back, im not very good with planes my ears always seem to pop everytime it goes down or up and it really hurts. =(

but other then that it was great! and it beens 4 weeks since the holidays and i wish i was there again! it was the best holiday ive had and i love it how it was with chris my baby.

Now im stuck with school and work experiance, school is going ok i guess im just a bit of a loner i dont seem to hang out with anyone im more of a individual im more focused this way so i can get through school and study somemore so i can get my dream job but other people in my class seem to muck around.

than theres work experiance its going ok i guess.. im learning alot about all the programs and stuff and ive come up with some pretty cartoon characters. =)

Right now im having these stomach cramps on my right side seems to be happening every now and then, chris was over before and he always knows how to look after me and make me feel better thats why it was so hard for me let him go home i wanted him to stay over so i could snuggle with him all night but he has got a job interveiw tomorw hopefully he gets it and gets a bit more happier then what he is now =) that would make me happy =).

when he left i asked the most silliest question ever.... do yu wanna be secretly engaged? lol. why would i say that.. when i texted it to him i was being serous and as silly as it sounds especially at my age. i just love him so much and never felt this way before about someone. i bet he thought i was joking.. lol who wouldnt and i know chris is probally reading this and he knows how i feel about him i love you babe! xxxx

I have to stop Sleeping in.

Chris slept over last night and ened up leaving at 8 in the morning coz he had a doctors appointment. I ended up sleeping until like 12:30pm today it has been happening for about a couple of days now.. its coz i always stay up at night. If anyone has any ways to get out of this sleeping habit PLEASE COMMENT!. lol

Anyway as soon as i got up i went straight to the television Then my brother got out of bed at like 2:00pm! aha and said mum bought us a muffin each so he gave it to me.. it wasnt just an ordinary muffin it was a huge Muffin! lol but i ate the whole thing in like 5 minutes i was pretty hungry.. lol Chris came over today after his doctors appointment i answered the door in My pjs, I couldnt be bothered changing! aha im really lazy.. I ended up changing and i said to Chris If we could go down to Wanneroo local shops and get some choc chips for the cookies i was going to make for staff at my work experiance that was happening tomorow.

I made the cookies they were pretty Good, I made three extra big cookies for Them =)


Heres a picture of Me and Chris Took Yesterday =)

Waiting for Chris.

Well i got my report and i did prety good well for an average even though i didnt go to school that much mum was sorta impressed. But now im Waiting for Chris to come over i hope hes ok driving coz of his operation, he has a red jeep to drive in =) lol Well hes 21 even though that might sound old but i really dont care because if you think of it this way when im 25 he will be 30 its not much of a age difference and my parents like him and my brothers. Chris is a automotive electrician hes been on a aprenticheship for like 3 years i fink..? and he hates his boss, i hate his boss too coz he sounds like a dickhead. lol =) But he is supose to be off his apprenticship... I spend so much time with him its almost been 7 months and i dont think i will ever get sick of him. He the only thing at the moment that makes me happy and he always encourages me to stand up for myself example- the girls at school)

Me and chris have been to rottnest just me and him when we got there.. we realised that we didnt have any money to like hire bikes or hardly get any food.. so most of the time we were there we just walked around the beach and swam haha. We got subway for lunch and thats about it.. we did alot of walking it was pretty fun :P

But i hope chris gets to my house soon he knows i dont like waiting haha I just curled my hair and everything , chris likes it when i have curly hair... lol :P

My Dogs Missing! =(

I had just got a call from my dad saying that my Dog patrick has gone missing for a bout a day, it was really windy today and the back fence got blown down. He is 8 years old and hes a jack russell He lives with my dad I love him so much he gives good cuddles, i hope hes ok, hopefully someone has found him and is taking care of him tonight coz its pretty cold here at the moment!. My dad says not to worry about it too much.. buts it all im thinking about.

I never thought he would run away coz he is such a good dog and runs up too any person on the street.
i hope hes ok..

Confused about school!

I stayed up last night until like 4 am on here trying to make a logo for my blog and here it is Teenage diary i did it on photoshop its amazing how time goes by. I woke up today at 2pm i was supose to go to school today but i had a big arguement with my mum and she said she has given up on me.. its a bit of a worry but i will have to go to school tomorow to hand in my business work and i have to go to the orthodontist anyway afterwards which is right near my school I have had braces for a while now.

I do pretty well at school well i think so i put so much thought into my work and i try not to get distracted but there is always silly girls who cant concentrate sometimes even though they know they are smart enough too, especially the opportunity they got given. I have four teachers Miss Hall - Bussiness- shes a dark lady, she always has time off coming to work but other than that i think she is funny, Mr Brennan- Career education- He seems like he doesnt care sometimes about us doing work and if we ask him a question about something he doesnt know. Miss Legget-English- shes a nice teacher cares about others feelings like when i was crying when chris had to get his appendix taken out and in her class i can come up with some good work. Then theres Mr Legget- Hes in charge of everything mainly maths hes a good teacher even though maths is my weak point.
But we will see if i can sleep tonight and i might go to school tomorow.
I will just have to put up with those silly girls.

Skiing in Mount Hotham!

First Blog.

Hey. Im not really sure on how to use this blog but ill try anyway. I have a boyfriend called Chris i stayed at his house last night all we did was eat chocolate eclairs and watched scary movies but chris has to be careful of what he ate because of his operation getting his appendix taken out i stayed with the whole week in the hospital looking after him because i was worried lol But now im just at home on the computer i dont really have many friends at the moment not ones that i can trust, so basically i dont have any real friends. I spend most of my time with chris he always makes me happy, my mum thinks that he spends too much money on me and that is true, but i cant stop him! He bought me a $1500 phone for my birthday and buys me credit all the time and he payed for me to go on holiday to melbourne! But my mum is going to give him some money for doing that! Going to melbourne is all im really thinking about just me and chris going to melbourne and skiiing for 7 days!

I Have never gone anywhere except sydney with dad that was ages ago! but im so excited dad thinks im a little too excited because he wants me to focus on the two weeks of school because i have been having a lot of days off but the last two weeks of school is nothing coz all we do is watch movies or go on excursions and i cant stand the three girls at school there names are jacinta, becky and chelsea but i have to put up with them. i will talk about them in my next blog.
cya x